sincerely me

now
even though i’ve completely erased you
even though i’ve emptied it all out
when the rain starts to fall again
all the memories of you that i’ve struggled to hide away
come back and search for you

even though there is no way to return to you
when i see you happy now
i’ll still try to laugh because i didn’t have the strength
to stop you from leaving

on rainy days -beast-